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Stephanie (HateMyMiddleName) McCloud. Team Gemini. Future Speech Pathologist. I love comdey, romance, science fiction and horror at times. Favorite color? red of course! Favorite food: (in order from my top favorite) chinese, sushi, pizza, italian and mexican. Glee, Vampire Diaries, One Tree Hill & HSM (high school musical) fan til i basically die lol. Finchel, Troyella, Stelena, Zanessa, Monchele, Brittana, Quick & Klaine shipper. Team Edward duhh. Love: music! (definitely saved my life), getting to know new people, art (mostly photography), learning, and going out but also staying in. I love reading just as much as writing and studying (i know dork but idc). My best friend is my mom <3
"Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes."
"I think your 20s are the hardest part of life. I mean, everyone goes on about how hard it is to be a teenager, but actually I think it’s tougher to be in your 20s because you’re expected to be a grownup and expected to earn your own living and be successful and I think you feel like a kid still."